Feeling safe and being at home in my own body and life has been one of the greatest gifts that the last year has given me.

‘Being at home’ is not something static.
I made a big demand to myself, for childlike non-judgment wonder and curiosity… Allowance of what is. Living life. Creating it by question and choice… and it some of it never shows up like I think it will…

My body keeps on letting me know how happy it actually is, whatever mood I’m in. It’s been so light and easy and so alive! It wakes me up in the morning, mostly before my alarm goes, ready to go and live…Receiving that and being truly intimate with that, kinda makes my eyes swell up.

13178981_10153440648895736_386648687736760949_nBody doesn’t have that much of a point of view… and it does seem to have this willingness to move, be loved, be strong, cared for, to heal and be happy, to even give it words…

Our own wonderland, starting from the inside, is actually so endless… It goes where you choose to go 

Body, you are so amazing…
Life, you are so beautiful…

Gotta love these wonderlands



12400730_10153168309545736_9137223070358882862_nAre you enjoying being here right now?

And I’m not saying you have to! 😉
Implying that and saying that all is – and has to be – light, fun, easy breazy everywhere you go and be, would not be acknowledging what IS: life going on on this planet right now.

What if there is no right way to be here? And yet, you are here. So what would you like to choose?

What if… You, as a being, have chosen to be here? You have created a body, through which you are walking and talking on the face of planet earth. You embody.

What I found out for me, and I’ve always know this: it is a choice to enjoy being here, right here, right now, on planet earth, with your body. I did not always have easy access to that choice and still I have to be tenacious to keep on choosing it as the primary energy in my life.

For a lot of peeps it seems to be hard to be here, to be present and live in this judgmental reality, so they rather… Check out. And not be here.

There are different ways to choose, deal and create with the awarenesses you have, those that might make you wanna get out of here every once and a while. If it’s an awareness of your surroundings or society, do you really have to do anything with it? Often times, if you allow it to be there, without having to do anything with it other than allowing it to be, it can make being here a lot easier and more pleasant!
If it’s not yours, are you gonna be able to change or heal it…? Yes? No?

Is it relevant to your life? What is relevant to your life?

And see, that is as simple as a choice too. It’s not wrong. It’s not right. What is that choice creating for you and your embodiment?

As a being you can go all places and spaces. You can check out at any moment. Getting fuzzy, not present or ‘leaving’ your body is super easy! You might have noticed how easy it is and how often people do it 🙂 In conversations, during work, during sex… Is that fun for you and your body?
It’s a capacity actually. Aren’t you capable of a lot of things people would judge as ‘bad’? Like checking out and not enjoying to be here. You’re an infinite being. You can choose that! Interesting point of view! 😉

I used to check out and not be present all the time, especially as a kid… “Merlijn…? are you present…? Come back here…?”

Now, I mostly choose something different than the check out 😉 If i notice myself check out, I mostly do not wanna be with what is, or I’m doing something I don’t wanna be doing. Or I’m simply choosing wonder off… All just interesting choices, changing as I go along.

I choose to live here, be here, embody, experience and have all the joys I can have, together with my body, on planet earth. And I know that requires me to keep on choosing, wondering and to question what I would like my life over here to be like. If there is no right way to be here, what choices can I make that light up my life?

Choosing joy doesnt mean that all the other stuff can’t be there too!
If all of it is allowed to be here too, you can choose to let it rule your life or not.

Whats actually great about being here? What do you already enjoy about your life?
Have you wondered…?


12431661_10153141242265736_1489980487_nHeb jij je ooit afgevraagd of je iets kon doen en zijn, en toen… werd je het? Of deed je het? Of kreeg je het?

Verwonder jij je nog, te midden van alle snelheid, drukte, werk, relaties en andere vreemde dingen?
Heb je het nog? Herken je jouw verwondering nog? Of is het een beetje stoffig geraakt door alles wat je moet doen en zijn?

Afgelopen weekend faciliteerde ik weer een Access Foundation & Level 1 class. “Weer” pakt niet helemaal de energie van het wonderlijke karakter van else class. Ik BUZZ zelf nog steeds.
Wat al deze tools kunnen creëren en veranderen!

De verwondering die ik in ieders wereld en lichaam zie wakker worden is zeer ontwapenend en fascinerend… Vooral als ze zichzelf ermee verbazen! 🙂

Herken je die momenten waarop je jezelf verbaasd…?

Momenten zoals: “Omg… kan ik dit echt doen? Kan ik dit zijn…? Doe ik dit nu wekelijk…? Echt, ben ik niet verkeerd? Op een of andere manier wist ik dit altijd al…”

Wat WIST je inderdaad al? Wat je altijd al wist en nog toegang to kreeg…?

Het echt wakker worden, iedereen heeft dit al van nature…

Sprankelende ogen, met af en toe tranen van erkenning, herkenning en mogelijkheden… het lichaam dat meer tot leven komt…

Het gevoel van machteloosheid verdwijnt, het weten en besef opent zich, het ontvangen van zelf en anderen neemt dynamisch toe…
Invallend zo licht veer zo licht en soms zo hard als een mokeren hamer!

Al die innerlijke of uitgesproken avonturen waar men doorheen vliegt in vier dagen. Mazzelaar dat ik dat allemaal kan aanschouwen.

Wanneer de gekleurde sluiers verdwijnen, merkt men toegang tot een totaal andere wereld. het is wellicht dezelfde wereld en hun perceptie is ruimer.


Ik vraag me af wat ze nu zullen kiezen? Te leven, zijn, doen, hebben, creëren…?
En wat voor verwondering zal zich openen in hun leven?

Dus, ik vraag me af.. hoe zou het zijn om te blijven verwonderen…? En je te blijven verwonderen?
Niet omdat ik het schrijf…
Wat als je je in eerste instantie zou verwonderen voor niemand anders dan… voor jou?


10356265_10153138632770736_129762899977913490_nHave you ever wondered if you could do or be something, and then… you did it? Or became it? Or got it?

Are you still wondering? In the midst of all the fast, busy, work, relationships and other wacky things?

Do you still have it? Do you recognize your wonder? Or did it become a little dusty with everything you had to do and be…?

Last two weekends I facilitated another series of Access Consciousness Classes. ‘Another class’ does never quite grasp the wondrous character of each class. Im still buzzing myself.

What all these tools can create and change!

The wonder I see invoked in peoples worlds and bodies… The continuous ‘wake up’ during class is very disarming and captivating… Especially when people surprise themselves!

The moments like: “Omg… can I really do this? Can I be this…? Really, I’m not wrong? Am I capable of this…? Somehow I’ve always known about this…”

Really…? 😉 What DID you know? What you always knew and couldn’t really… grasp? Or access?

It is really ‘waking up’ because we all are this by ‘nature’…

The wondrous spark in someones eyes, the occasional tears of recognition, acknowledgement and possibility… the body that come to life…

The sense of powerlessness coming off, the knowing opening up, awareness expanding and the receiving of self and others dynamically increasing…

Sinking in, like a feather, pinch… or like a sledgehammer!

All these inner or outspoken adventures people flow through in just four days… Lucky me to witness this time after time!

When the colored veils come off, people have an entirely different world. It might be the same world, yet their perception of it might be wider, greater, bigger, grander…


I wonder what they will all choose now? To live, be, do, have, create…?
And what wonder their lives will open up to?

So I wonder… what would it be like to wonder? And to keep on wondering?
Not because I write it…
What if you were to wonder for nobody else but… you?

Wonder and Wander the Magic in Your Life…?

Merlijn Wolsink - Wonder Magic LifeIf everyone creates their own life… why not Wonder en Wander all the Magic in Your Life?

Where you can Receive Everything? You can Create Anything? Can Practically Play with Consciousness and Energy? Here and Now? Not in some far, far away land of hope and dreams?

If Consciousness would not be an airy-fairy ‘thing’… could it be a gift that you can be to yourself to create your own life? To no longer give that out of hands to some higher power, guide or something that has to be greater than You?

What would it be like to be the Wizard in Your Life?