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HOSPITAL ADVENTURES

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14322322_10153708616470736_3132392437325358312_nBusy check up today, September 12 2016

This is me.

Body is doing great. YES, I still have check ups after last years adventure, when things got really messy.

I’m making peace with my life and the world around me. For as far as I can, I’ve been looking at where my life is still messy and I’m cleaning up. My sick and hospital adventure created a lot of weird things with other people, that I am not happy with or proud of at all.

It’s bringing up so much than I ever wanted to create, or for people to get stuck with.

Not all fun, fairly uncomfortable yet very freeing to finally give it air to breathe and change.

I’ve had enough of being resentful in any way.
I’m alive, that is what matters to me.

I used to resist hospitals and medicine in all forms and ways. I was convinced and told that it was not ‘conscious’ enough and I was stupid enough to believe it.

Now I don’t resist anymore. It’s a choice to create with and to receive help when I need it, even though I didn’t want to at first.

I realized I used to not show or share this part of my life, to uphold a certain image.

“Will people still like me if they know that I have my flaws too? That I’m not perfect? That I landed up in the hospital while I’m facilitating body work and consciousness after all… So I should be enlightened and perfect, right…?”

Like it’s not allowed to be there.

Fuck that.
This is part of my life too.
This can be on Social Media too

This is me, with all my good, bad, ugly and beautiful.

Consciousness includes everything and judges nothing. Everything is possible and everything is a possibility.

So truly grateful for everyone that contributed to me when I needed them so much, to go through this and recover, to help me to build up my life again.

If I ever created any weird shit in your universe, by not being present, or by making things secret, or with whatever, I’d like to know. Please reach out to me and let’s talk.

Celebrate life and creation my friends.
It’s precious. Enjoy it. 

❤️

Wonder…

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10356265_10153138632770736_129762899977913490_nHave you ever wondered if you could do or be something, and then… you did it? Or became it? Or got it?

Are you still wondering? In the midst of all the fast, busy, work, relationships and other wacky things?

Do you still have it? Do you recognize your wonder? Or did it become a little dusty with everything you had to do and be…?

Last two weekends I facilitated another series of Access Consciousness Classes. ‘Another class’ does never quite grasp the wondrous character of each class. Im still buzzing myself.

What all these tools can create and change!

The wonder I see invoked in peoples worlds and bodies… The continuous ‘wake up’ during class is very disarming and captivating… Especially when people surprise themselves!

The moments like: “Omg… can I really do this? Can I be this…? Really, I’m not wrong? Am I capable of this…? Somehow I’ve always known about this…”

Really…? 😉 What DID you know? What you always knew and couldn’t really… grasp? Or access?

It is really ‘waking up’ because we all are this by ‘nature’…

The wondrous spark in someones eyes, the occasional tears of recognition, acknowledgement and possibility… the body that come to life…

The sense of powerlessness coming off, the knowing opening up, awareness expanding and the receiving of self and others dynamically increasing…

Sinking in, like a feather, pinch… or like a sledgehammer!

All these inner or outspoken adventures people flow through in just four days… Lucky me to witness this time after time!

When the colored veils come off, people have an entirely different world. It might be the same world, yet their perception of it might be wider, greater, bigger, grander…

Wondrous…

I wonder what they will all choose now? To live, be, do, have, create…?
And what wonder their lives will open up to?

So I wonder… what would it be like to wonder? And to keep on wondering?
Not because I write it…
What if you were to wonder for nobody else but… you?

Acknowledging Your Magic…?

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Merlijn Wolsink - Acknowledge Magical CreationsSo glad I planned these two classes in a row! What phenomenal participants showed up!

Two of them even came up to me afterwards, saying: “What an amazing present did I give myself by coming to your class! It was truly miraculous… Thank you so much!”

Wow… that is what I facilitate these classes for!
What’s possible Now?

Gnite my friends.
May you wonder the Magical possibilities of your life, awake and asleep…