Tears of gratitude – Choice to LIVE

15723509_10153983694430736_1370321444201206072_o“You changed my whole being in 30 minutes, just being you. And I’ve seen you like unicorns 😊

Im having a bit of a hard time keeping up with all the thank you messages I’m receiving these days. Out of discretion I hardly put any of m online and when coming home today this handmade unicorn 🦄 was in my mailbox… from such a sweet being I had the absolute honor to change the life of , on suïcide prevention day, last September. It’s too cute not to share!
I think you know who you are… 😉👍🏻👊🏻💫

Tears of gratitude! I knew I had to do this.
So grateful I can facilitate people to choose life and to choose to live!

Thank You! 🙏🏻
Isnt life Amazing…?

And my Unicorn collection is growing 🎉

Gnite sweet friends

 

Life is Precious – LIVE

13516215_10153523472855736_8021293959949023_nSo happy to be Living!

1 Year ago today, the air tubes were taken out of my torso after recovering from a double lung collapse. 💥💥 Awesome creation 😳😂
I could walk again after weeks in a hospital bed being hooked up to wind machines on the wall.

It was freggin scary and super intense and I’m so glad I’m still prancing around here.
Alive, enjoying the sun on my skin, dancing, running my businesses, working with people, giving classes and even coaching people through similar hospital events.

It was a f***ing amazing adventure with a magical recovery.

Thanks to everyone who was there for me, supporting, contributing, healing, holding my hands, feet, body and having my back in the craziest moments of my life.

And everyone who diverted from me or still judges me for my choices, I’m grateful for you too.

Enjoy every second of your life peeps.
It’s way too precious not to have a great time and create the most out of it.

Get over your dying in any way, shape or form and LIVE

❤️

 

Bittersweet Aliveness

Do you know those moments, when you are just so incredibly happy to be alive…?
Today has been one of those days, only I realized it when the day was nearly over.

I woke up like my muscles and bodily tissues had been growing all night long, which probably they did. My body had a gentle vibration, alive and peaceful and all invigorated.

That aliveness… It had a bittersweetness to it…
I wonder what words to put to this…

I’ve thought for so long that asking and asking for what you desire was a bad of selfish thing.
I’ve thought for so long that having a body was somehow, not right and a curse.
i’ve thought for so long that I am the only one having my back.

None of that was true.

Thanks to me for tenaciously asking questions and knowing the power of my choices. And thanks to the universe for showing me.

I’ve been asking for certain things. I’m seeing it all show up, in funny ways. Mostly, what I could be receiving is so different and so much greater than I would have imagined.
Sometimes it’s so great, that receiving it pretty much hurts… it makes me wanna scream and it just brings me to tears.

I’ve started to really allow myself to wonder again, going through the day.
Sometimes I spend full days wondering, seeing the beauty in everything, in everyone…
Sometimes it’s so intensely beautiful, I have to cry a tear or two, or three…

Those days I generally do not feeling very productive. I wonder if that is actually true or not.
There is this knowing that these moments are required for me to touch in with the space I am, with Me, my magic and what I’m choosing and creating.

Gosh, I’m so happy to be alive.
I’m so glad my body is.
I’m looking forward to waking up tomorrow.

I hope you are happy to be alive too and for having your body along for the ride.

Gnite world
Gnite universe
Gnite body

Thank you for being

BEING HERE

12400730_10153168309545736_9137223070358882862_nAre you enjoying being here right now?

And I’m not saying you have to! 😉
Implying that and saying that all is – and has to be – light, fun, easy breazy everywhere you go and be, would not be acknowledging what IS: life going on on this planet right now.

What if there is no right way to be here? And yet, you are here. So what would you like to choose?

What if… You, as a being, have chosen to be here? You have created a body, through which you are walking and talking on the face of planet earth. You embody.

What I found out for me, and I’ve always know this: it is a choice to enjoy being here, right here, right now, on planet earth, with your body. I did not always have easy access to that choice and still I have to be tenacious to keep on choosing it as the primary energy in my life.

For a lot of peeps it seems to be hard to be here, to be present and live in this judgmental reality, so they rather… Check out. And not be here.

There are different ways to choose, deal and create with the awarenesses you have, those that might make you wanna get out of here every once and a while. If it’s an awareness of your surroundings or society, do you really have to do anything with it? Often times, if you allow it to be there, without having to do anything with it other than allowing it to be, it can make being here a lot easier and more pleasant!
If it’s not yours, are you gonna be able to change or heal it…? Yes? No?

Is it relevant to your life? What is relevant to your life?

And see, that is as simple as a choice too. It’s not wrong. It’s not right. What is that choice creating for you and your embodiment?

As a being you can go all places and spaces. You can check out at any moment. Getting fuzzy, not present or ‘leaving’ your body is super easy! You might have noticed how easy it is and how often people do it 🙂 In conversations, during work, during sex… Is that fun for you and your body?
It’s a capacity actually. Aren’t you capable of a lot of things people would judge as ‘bad’? Like checking out and not enjoying to be here. You’re an infinite being. You can choose that! Interesting point of view! 😉

I used to check out and not be present all the time, especially as a kid… “Merlijn…? are you present…? Come back here…?”

Now, I mostly choose something different than the check out 😉 If i notice myself check out, I mostly do not wanna be with what is, or I’m doing something I don’t wanna be doing. Or I’m simply choosing wonder off… All just interesting choices, changing as I go along.

I choose to live here, be here, embody, experience and have all the joys I can have, together with my body, on planet earth. And I know that requires me to keep on choosing, wondering and to question what I would like my life over here to be like. If there is no right way to be here, what choices can I make that light up my life?

Choosing joy doesnt mean that all the other stuff can’t be there too!
If all of it is allowed to be here too, you can choose to let it rule your life or not.

Whats actually great about being here? What do you already enjoy about your life?
Have you wondered…?

Miracles…

I woke up again today.
Breathing… Alive. Are you alive and living today?

Five months ago my body nearly died of a huge lung infection and two collapsed lungs. “What?” Yeah. BAM. Just like that.
That was a major wake up call for me to truly Live.

“What the heck is truly living…?”

I’m alive. Living. Kinda sobbing of gratitude as I write this.
There were so many moments I thought my body wasn’t going to make it, and it did make it.
My amazing body made it. Wow…

12074680_10153034996830736_3641993533123682299_nMiracle…?
Are you alive and living…?

Being alive is a miracle… Your body is a miracle. Everything is a miracle.
I choose the second option in Einstein’s quote

I’ve always known it, looked for it, searched it yet so much of what is out there is not choosing the miraculous approach to life.

So… what do You know…?

“What is right and great about me I’m not getting? Whats actually right and great about having a body on planet earth…?”

Have you wondered…? Have you wondered what a walking miracle you and your body are? What miracles present themselves on daily basis?

Please don’t wait to get clear on what you would like your life to be like… Waiting doesn’t serve you nor does it serve your body.
You live now, not in the future, yet every choice you make now, creates your life and future.
You live here, now, with your body.

Start asking:
“Truth, what would I like my life to Be like…? What would I enjoy? What would I truly like to be doing?”

To be quite honest… Its still a question for me too… And thats ok ☺

If you would like to live life as a happy person:
Choose joy, choose happiness.
Choose to weather and receive all storms that present themselves along the way.
Choose to see the beauty and miracles in every situation.
Choose you, as primary priority and source of happiness in your life.

Be the miracle.
Live