Tears of gratitude – Choice to LIVE

15723509_10153983694430736_1370321444201206072_o“You changed my whole being in 30 minutes, just being you. And I’ve seen you like unicorns 😊

Im having a bit of a hard time keeping up with all the thank you messages I’m receiving these days. Out of discretion I hardly put any of m online and when coming home today this handmade unicorn 🦄 was in my mailbox… from such a sweet being I had the absolute honor to change the life of , on suïcide prevention day, last September. It’s too cute not to share!
I think you know who you are… 😉👍🏻👊🏻💫

Tears of gratitude! I knew I had to do this.
So grateful I can facilitate people to choose life and to choose to live!

Thank You! 🙏🏻
Isnt life Amazing…?

And my Unicorn collection is growing 🎉

Gnite sweet friends

 

WEIRD

16939331_746256858873169_2295516391210218711_nSomehow this image makes me a little melancholic AND very alive!
It reminds me of the time I was sitting in the window to possibilities, all in ‘black’ 🙂

‘Weirdo’ in hiding, dallying around… ‘not knowing’ what to do or what to be….

Did I ever wait for things to come to me? Hm… not really…

Sometimes I would sit there, looking out, gazing at the sky and the twinkling stars, still surrounded by and surrounding myself with darker energies, hesitant to leap out of that open window…

Yet, most of the time I took action, I kept going, if not for myself then for others, as long as I kept going.
Until the darkness that had come up would wear off and dissipate…

I still have those moments and most of those have turned into a wondering while shifting into alignment with new choices, to become.

I’ve learned to never give up, no matter what. The ‘weird’ in me or the ‘weird’ I am will never fit in and will always weird other people out, all the time.

What a blessing 😉

You know that the word ‘weird’ got reintroduced by Shakespeare…?
Guess what the ‘weirded women/sisters’ from Macbeth did and were…? 😉

Keep going

Be weird, regardless
Step out into the world
Light your spark of Creation
Wear off the darkness that you once chose to surrounded yourself in

and Be the ‘magic’ you are

Be You

#StayWeird #URMagic

Here’s a cool video on ‘Making it Weird’ about where the word actually comes from 😉

NJOY!

So much beauty in the world 

tumblr_muqqjo3mbb1sz4yuwo1_500Are you seeing it…?

‘Even’ in the paper bag in the clip below…

This sequence reminds me of the simplicity of being and the amazing molecular communion we have with all things

So normal for some and not so normal for others

Sometimes it brings tears to my eyes and it’s a choice to see it and to receive. Even if receiving it ‘hurts’ at first…

What would it take to be enchanted by life?

Not as some magic spell… but to truly see the beauty in everything…?

Life is Precious – LIVE

13516215_10153523472855736_8021293959949023_nSo happy to be Living!

1 Year ago today, the air tubes were taken out of my torso after recovering from a double lung collapse. 💥💥 Awesome creation 😳😂
I could walk again after weeks in a hospital bed being hooked up to wind machines on the wall.

It was freggin scary and super intense and I’m so glad I’m still prancing around here.
Alive, enjoying the sun on my skin, dancing, running my businesses, working with people, giving classes and even coaching people through similar hospital events.

It was a f***ing amazing adventure with a magical recovery.

Thanks to everyone who was there for me, supporting, contributing, healing, holding my hands, feet, body and having my back in the craziest moments of my life.

And everyone who diverted from me or still judges me for my choices, I’m grateful for you too.

Enjoy every second of your life peeps.
It’s way too precious not to have a great time and create the most out of it.

Get over your dying in any way, shape or form and LIVE

❤️

 

Symphony Sessions…

I love giving sessions ✨

Playing with energy and molecules… Facilitating people to break free from tightness, release locked up tension, freeing up the space around and between the molecules of their body… letting the joy and magic come back, live and expand…

1915671_10153301671220736_3101409282246323705_nSo grateful for what they receive and ask for!

If you would like a session for greater connection to you, your body, the earth, the universe and your own creativity… reach out to me ✨😉👏🏻

What else is possible?
What more can you receive?

“Wow, what a space! A mega shift really! This is totally new to me… It’s like so much old crap is gone and my spine is rearranging itself… Thank you Merlijn!”

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BEING HERE

12400730_10153168309545736_9137223070358882862_nAre you enjoying being here right now?

And I’m not saying you have to! 😉
Implying that and saying that all is – and has to be – light, fun, easy breazy everywhere you go and be, would not be acknowledging what IS: life going on on this planet right now.

What if there is no right way to be here? And yet, you are here. So what would you like to choose?

What if… You, as a being, have chosen to be here? You have created a body, through which you are walking and talking on the face of planet earth. You embody.

What I found out for me, and I’ve always know this: it is a choice to enjoy being here, right here, right now, on planet earth, with your body. I did not always have easy access to that choice and still I have to be tenacious to keep on choosing it as the primary energy in my life.

For a lot of peeps it seems to be hard to be here, to be present and live in this judgmental reality, so they rather… Check out. And not be here.

There are different ways to choose, deal and create with the awarenesses you have, those that might make you wanna get out of here every once and a while. If it’s an awareness of your surroundings or society, do you really have to do anything with it? Often times, if you allow it to be there, without having to do anything with it other than allowing it to be, it can make being here a lot easier and more pleasant!
If it’s not yours, are you gonna be able to change or heal it…? Yes? No?

Is it relevant to your life? What is relevant to your life?

And see, that is as simple as a choice too. It’s not wrong. It’s not right. What is that choice creating for you and your embodiment?

As a being you can go all places and spaces. You can check out at any moment. Getting fuzzy, not present or ‘leaving’ your body is super easy! You might have noticed how easy it is and how often people do it 🙂 In conversations, during work, during sex… Is that fun for you and your body?
It’s a capacity actually. Aren’t you capable of a lot of things people would judge as ‘bad’? Like checking out and not enjoying to be here. You’re an infinite being. You can choose that! Interesting point of view! 😉

I used to check out and not be present all the time, especially as a kid… “Merlijn…? are you present…? Come back here…?”

Now, I mostly choose something different than the check out 😉 If i notice myself check out, I mostly do not wanna be with what is, or I’m doing something I don’t wanna be doing. Or I’m simply choosing wonder off… All just interesting choices, changing as I go along.

I choose to live here, be here, embody, experience and have all the joys I can have, together with my body, on planet earth. And I know that requires me to keep on choosing, wondering and to question what I would like my life over here to be like. If there is no right way to be here, what choices can I make that light up my life?

Choosing joy doesnt mean that all the other stuff can’t be there too!
If all of it is allowed to be here too, you can choose to let it rule your life or not.

Whats actually great about being here? What do you already enjoy about your life?
Have you wondered…?

Wonder…

10356265_10153138632770736_129762899977913490_nHave you ever wondered if you could do or be something, and then… you did it? Or became it? Or got it?

Are you still wondering? In the midst of all the fast, busy, work, relationships and other wacky things?

Do you still have it? Do you recognize your wonder? Or did it become a little dusty with everything you had to do and be…?

Last two weekends I facilitated another series of Access Consciousness Classes. ‘Another class’ does never quite grasp the wondrous character of each class. Im still buzzing myself.

What all these tools can create and change!

The wonder I see invoked in peoples worlds and bodies… The continuous ‘wake up’ during class is very disarming and captivating… Especially when people surprise themselves!

The moments like: “Omg… can I really do this? Can I be this…? Really, I’m not wrong? Am I capable of this…? Somehow I’ve always known about this…”

Really…? 😉 What DID you know? What you always knew and couldn’t really… grasp? Or access?

It is really ‘waking up’ because we all are this by ‘nature’…

The wondrous spark in someones eyes, the occasional tears of recognition, acknowledgement and possibility… the body that come to life…

The sense of powerlessness coming off, the knowing opening up, awareness expanding and the receiving of self and others dynamically increasing…

Sinking in, like a feather, pinch… or like a sledgehammer!

All these inner or outspoken adventures people flow through in just four days… Lucky me to witness this time after time!

When the colored veils come off, people have an entirely different world. It might be the same world, yet their perception of it might be wider, greater, bigger, grander…

Wondrous…

I wonder what they will all choose now? To live, be, do, have, create…?
And what wonder their lives will open up to?

So I wonder… what would it be like to wonder? And to keep on wondering?
Not because I write it…
What if you were to wonder for nobody else but… you?