What would happen if you would have…
no judgment of you
no judgment of your body
no judgment of the planet
no judgment of the universe…?
What would happen if you would submit to what you, your body, the planet and the infinite universe have to gift to you…?
Photo by Isabeau Bosscher Fotografie
I love to have fun
I love to celebrate
I love to expand awareness
I love to be different and to inspire to what is possible
I love to go beyond judgment
I love to be controversial and crash glass houses
I love to kill insanity with kindness
I love to go beyond gender definitions
I love my body and showing it to the world
I love to be naked and vulnerable
I love to touch and to be touched
I love to be open, sensual and sexual
I love to have money
I love to drink champagne
I love to wear pearls and heels
I love to gift my body what makes it happy
I love to be present in the moment
I love letting go what doesnt suit me anymore
I love to outgrow and outcreate myself each day
I love to create with people who lift me up higher
I love to ask questions and to ask and receive
I love to broaden horizons with another point of view
I love to make choices that make us all greater
I love it for everyone to fly and to choose who they would like to be
I love to celebrate
I love to be silly and dramatic
I love to laugh untill my stomach aches
I love to be ALIVE to LIVE and CREATE ✨
So grateful for this amazing co-creation with House of Belluso, Andrea Belluso, Amanda Anderson and Viktor Anderson.
You are amazing. So much joy and kindness during this shoot.
Thank you Christopher Hughes for inspiring me to choose and orchestrate this picture.
Thank you all for being in my life and for choosing the life that you desire.
What else is possible we haven’t considered yet?
#Cheers #Choice #BeDifferent #CelebrateYourLife #BodyLoving #EleganceOfLiving #Genderosity #BeingMe
Enchanted faces at our Classes. I’m still amazed by what a simple hands on energetic body process can create. Not a lot of words or questions… yet full on amazement and presence: with their hands, eyes, body and energy.
For most of them it’s a recognition.
Of consciousness. Of ‘magic’. Of something that was hidden for a long, long time. And something they all ARE and can start accessing to BE and become more of.
Consciousness is becoming mainstream. 5 Years ago people gave me funny looks when I talked about it. Now people ask about it, because, they know.
We all are conscious beings you know… whatever name you give it. We DO know and have powers we can access. They might not be what you think they are and they might show up in many unexpected ways. If we would just have more room for them to COME UP, OUT and FLOURISH. In ALL areas of living LIVE.
All we require is actually ACCESS that potential…
For a while, I refrained from using the word ‘MAGIC’ a little bit… After some great challenges with myself and this world, I had to rediscover what it IS for me… I had to get more clear on what to choose and be and what people to hang out with, and it’s an ongoing adventure.
“What is my potency? What am I great at? What do I contribute to people and their lives and bodies? What am I not acknowledging that I’m great at that is so easy for me that I don’t even value?”
And it’s showing up… Consciousness has our back, if we have our own back. If we know what we would like to choose and go for.
Consciousness includes everything and judges nothing. The energetic, spiritual and all the matters of the earth.
If our choices and possibilities are Infinite… What can we choose to be the Magic we know we can be?
Your wind of Chaos… melts away the judgments…
Did you ever turn yourself down for anyone?
Because they had an opinion about you? Because you were told what to be? Because you were told how to behave yourself and not choose MORE things that are just DIFFERENT…?
Did you start believing that you are TOO MUCH? Because you are and choose different and choose?
What IF you are NEVER too much?
Turn yourself on and UP. BURN away the limitations. Not burn others: to be you as you CHOOSE to be, regardless of whatever comes your way…
The MAGIC, the SPARK is in your hands, your BEING
Give yourself ROOM to CREATE yourself
You live HERE and NOW, in these 10 seconds and every single moment creates your future
What is possible if YOU can BE EVERYTHING you CHOOSE to BE…?
What would it be like to keep on DOING and BEING that? Always…
In the face of other peoples judgment or opinion about you OR about themselves…
In the face of your judgments about you and about others…
Turn yourself ON. And… TURN IT UP
Be brighter, lighter and burn in your own astonishing way
If you do not turn you ON the way you choose to be, to do and to create: what or who are you allowing to ‘take you over’ to create YOUR LIFE?
Nothing or no one can simply take you over if you do not allow that…
CHAOS is CREATION. You are creation.
BE that creating wind of CHAOS that melts away the limitations, everywhere you be and go.
Don’t be afraid to burn others. THAT creates the very burns and smoldering wounds…
Your judgment of being too much for others does not only effect them: the one that will get burned the most is YOU
What if YOU are the MAGIC that creates your life?
What if PAIN doesn’t have to be forever?
Earlier this week I realized that… I have had NO PAIN in my body for at least 4 months.
I was waiting for the train and just noticed my body walk and stand lightly on the train platform.
It was such an amazing ‘light flash’ moment and an acknowledgement of what I’d apparently taken for granted.
YES, I’ve been creating towards this, especially the last year where I made the demand of me to have more joy with my body than I ever imagined possible. It worked! How does it get even better?
So funny how we usually mostly or only acknowledge the heavy and painful things, and if it’s light and easy. Mostly light and easy are not even considered to be true or real and it goes by unacknowledged.
It’s not that I don’t sense anything anymore in my body. I’ve had many intense awarenesses in, through and going by my body from which pretty much none have turned into PAIN locked into my body.
Out-creating my own reality with my body. I’ve known what tools to use and BE with, while being in this world, living and walking around on this planet, having people around me, creating my life. And if something was about get locked in, I’ve been able to easily change it.
My body is so light and easy with everything. Food, movement, sex, healing, digestion, creation, facilitating classes, being in crowded spaces with lots of people, at birthday parties where I used to run away from cause it would feel terrible in my body.
I realized my body doesn’t have much of a point of view. It has awareness. It knows. It’s amazing.
And I’m allowing more and more things and people to contribute to it, which is quite a journey and a practice in receiving.
The freedom my body currently has and my allowance of other people has gotten to such a degree that i can be totally aware of it and not lock it into my body anymore, what used to happen all the time. Even if the awarenesses are really intense and make my body ‘hurt’ for a moment. Another 10 seconds…
I hardly judge what I ingest into my body anymore. I sense what to eat and what not to eat. When it’s the last bite of food, is the last bite of food. Even if it’s what other people consider bad food or not the right food.
Most of the time I simply have peace with my body.
OMG! What a gift!
I ask. I receive. “Body, can we have more muscles here please?” or “Body, what would you like to eat?”
And my body let’s me know “computer away NOW, and MOVE” or “that was enough” or “no, don’t sit over here. Sit over there”
Mostly It’s not even cognitive anymore. I’ve stopped thinking about it. Thinking blocks the awareness of our body.
Our Body Awareness
Embodiment (expensive word for many, I know 😉 ) CAN be amazing and blissful. I’ve been creating towards it for years now. Probably since birth.
The joy you can have with your body is incredible when you have no or less judgments about it and locked into it.
Everything becomes a contribution. The good, bad, the beautiful and ugly. Everything can Be around you without having – much – of an impact on your body. And you can choose from your awareness.
And I know: this is not an answer or solution. As long as I’m willing to be with my body and be in my body, enjoy it and not judge it, everything follows and creates naturally.
I’ve learned: The moment I start fixing in stead of wonder or ask a question, I create pain. I’ve know it along, and the phenomenal Access tools allowed me to change this and actualize a reality with my body that is way beyond everything I could have ever imagined.
A reality where I can have ease, peace an joy with my body.
To allow my body to have his awareness and not judge it or make it my own and lock it in.
To consider everything as a possibility even if others say it’s not the right thing to do or choose and still be able to choose it if it.
I’m creating my embodiment. No one else is. And this is MY BODY, no one else’s.
Thank you body. Sweet body.
So grateful for the Access Tools, Access Bars and the Body processes that keep on giving and creating more possibilities. For the choice to keep on choosing.
And for the awarenesses my body gives me.
And so super grateful for Rain Soul. I’ve been taking this pure nutrition from seeds since January and is has made such a remarkable difference in the lightness, ease, health and freedom in my body. Not to mention, beautiful thick curls, super easy digestion and a soft and smooth skin…
How much JOY and GREATNESS is possible with our bodies?
What if… you could…
Keep your own SPACE
Don’t go into the intensity of the drama
Just acknowledge it, you can’t change what has happened
Every judgment you add now, will create more of it for the future
Every charged energy you give to the insanity, will make that reality more solid and will make it last longer
What energy, space and consciousness can we BE to contribute to the changes on the planet?
Jij jouw RUIMTE kan houden
Jouw ruimte kan ZIJN
Verkramp niet, trek het niet samen
Duik niet in de intensiteit van het drama
Je kan niet veranderen wat er gebeurd is
Elk oordeel wat je nu toevoegt, creëert meer oordeel voor de toekomst
Elke beladen energie die je de waanzin geeft, zet die realiteit nog vaster en maakt dat deze langer zal duren
Wat voor energie, ruimte en bewustzijn kunnen wij ZIJN om bij te dragen aan de veranderingen op de planeet?
Was wenn….. du könntest…
Deinen eigenen RAUM besitzen
Dich nicht zusammenziehen
Nicht in die Intensität des Dramas gehen würdest.
Anerkenne es einfach,
Du kannst nicht verändern, was
Jede Bewertung die du
Jetzt hinzufügst, wird mehr davon in der Zukunft kreieren
Jede geladene Energie, die du diesem Irrsinn gibst, wird diese Realität
Solider machen und das alles wird länger dauern.
Welche Energie, welcher Raum und welches Bewußtsein können wir SEIN um den Veränderungen am Planeten beizutragen?
German translation by Katrin Heitzer
Et si…tu pouvais…
Maintenir ton ESPACE
Etre cet espace
Ne pas te contracter
Ne pas aller dans l’intensité du drame
Reconnais-le simplement, tu ne peux pas changer ce qui s’est passé
Chaque jugement que tu ajoutes maintenant, créera plus de cela dans le futur
Chaque énergie chargée que tu donnes à la folie, rendra cette réalité plus solide et la fera durer plus longtemps
Quelle énergie, espace et conscience pouvons-nous ETRE pour contribuer aux changements sur la planète?
French translation by Sylvia Mottier
So happy to be Living!
1 Year ago today, the air tubes were taken out of my torso after recovering from a double lung collapse. 💥💥 Awesome creation 😳😂
I could walk again after weeks in a hospital bed being hooked up to wind machines on the wall.
It was freggin scary and super intense and I’m so glad I’m still prancing around here.
Alive, enjoying the sun on my skin, dancing, running my businesses, working with people, giving classes and even coaching people through similar hospital events.
It was a f***ing amazing adventure with a magical recovery.
Thanks to everyone who was there for me, supporting, contributing, healing, holding my hands, feet, body and having my back in the craziest moments of my life.
And everyone who diverted from me or still judges me for my choices, I’m grateful for you too.
Enjoy every second of your life peeps.
It’s way too precious not to have a great time and create the most out of it.
Get over your dying in any way, shape or form and LIVE
Oh my… What a wonderful Foundation Class in Amsterdam, with so many happy and glowing faces! Look at them! ✨😍
Big shifts and changes during these four days and lots of Body Work. I love including the body in all of it. Releasing the judgments.
Such kindness, ease, peace, enthusiasm and excitement for life…
So grateful for all participants! And their willingness to Be, to Change what doesn’t work and to Create✨
Not to mention my Magic Movement Class 👯Most loved it and ask for more and some hated it 😜
The Access Tools work. Thank you Gary & Dain for creating these amazing Access classes and for making this available on the planet
Special thanks to sweet Crystel for hosting and translating, Suzanne and Jacky for contributing and Elisabeth for translating! 💖My next Foundation Classes coming up: next month July 6-10 in Germany, Überlingen! And in The Netherlands: Drenthe/Assen in August, Dordrecht in September & Scheveningen in December! 🎉🚀
What else IS Possible? ✨☘
Feeling safe and being at home in my own body and life has been one of the greatest gifts that the last year has given me.
‘Being at home’ is not something static.
I made a big demand to myself, for childlike non-judgment wonder and curiosity… Allowance of what is. Living life. Creating it by question and choice… and it some of it never shows up like I think it will…
My body keeps on letting me know how happy it actually is, whatever mood I’m in. It’s been so light and easy and so alive! It wakes me up in the morning, mostly before my alarm goes, ready to go and live…Receiving that and being truly intimate with that, kinda makes my eyes swell up.
Body doesn’t have that much of a point of view… and it does seem to have this willingness to move, be loved, be strong, cared for, to heal and be happy, to even give it words…
Our own wonderland, starting from the inside, is actually so endless… It goes where you choose to go ✨
Body, you are so amazing…
Life, you are so beautiful…
Gotta love these wonderlands