Choice of Possibilities

12809796_10153283668095736_5791289046847265200_nParis’ early morning soundscape is filled with birds singing their song, accompanied by the gentle buzz of the city… It’s still dark, and getting lighter.

Choice of Possibilities with Gary Douglas starts today 💫

Setting foot in the city of love’s Gare Du Nord was very different this time… I just kinda softly dreamed through it, other than choosing the hardness of being in the city.

Lovely Alun and myself were hanging out at our apartment. Down time, relaxing our bodies, cheese, wine, nibbles, long conversations about the possibilities of life, receiving, things that have show up for us and the choices we are making. It’s an incredibly different space we are in. In comparison to last year and the year before that. Grateful and always great to hang out with you dear friend.

So looking forward to the next three days with Gary Douglas and his brilliance and to playing with all the ‘new’ and ‘old’ choosing ones in class ✨

Who is actually ‘new’ or ‘old’ to consciousness…? All these classes do is allow you to Access yours with more ease, speed, clarity and a touch of ‘magic’… and to take your sweet body along for the ride.

Never have I had so little expectations of a an Access class. And I know there are so many things to choose and create and receive!

A typical Access question: “What are the infinite possibilities?” used to freak me out big time! It would make me feel like I have to choose and have it all at once. And at the same time having nothing to hold on to, like an astronaut without a home-base floating around in space 🌌

Now I’ve been floating and flying for a while and choosing from that space actually becomes greater, with a fullness.

And in terms of choices with my body: I have lungs that work super well and a body that is strong, healthy and amazing.
And I enjoy it!!

What if everything is a possibility to choose?

What is Power & Potency?

Merlijn WolsinkOEH YEAY! On my way to LONDON Baby!

The SPARKS have been FLYING OFF my hands and my computer for the last week…
That was yet another fun experience. LOL.
So funny how we all are so aware of the past AND the future… I’m getting the sense that this weekends class with Dr. Dain Heer will just kinda rock my universe  

I never really got what energy and power was… let alone potency.
POWER in this reality is usually used as having power over others, mainly used to control, which doesn’t have to be.
POTENCY is the power comes from inside out: Your Being.
It’s your Own Power, the Energetic Capacity you are in essence. It’s just ‘a little’ veiled by everything we’ve learned that totally goes against that…
Have you seen the movie “LUCY”? Or… “The Matrix”, “Harry Potter”, “Avatar”, or even some ‘fantasy’ movies like “Maleficent”?
Where all characters involved get to explore their OWN natural strength and capacities?

It’s here… you can have and BE it too. Without having to use chemicals 
What else is possible BEYOND life as is currently is? Here? Now?

Wanna play? And create some more Magic in Your Life…? For no one other than… You? 

Acknowledging Your Magic…?

Merlijn Wolsink - Acknowledge Magical CreationsSo glad I planned these two classes in a row! What phenomenal participants showed up!

Two of them even came up to me afterwards, saying: “What an amazing present did I give myself by coming to your class! It was truly miraculous… Thank you so much!”

Wow… that is what I facilitate these classes for!
What’s possible Now?

Gnite my friends.
May you wonder the Magical possibilities of your life, awake and asleep…

Would You Choose Freedom?

Merlijn Wolsink - Choose FreedomWow, that was such an awesome Access Bars Class me and Renee just facilitated! 
Isn’t it cool that people show up and are totally willing to have a reality that is Greater? Freer? Where they are more than they ever imagined they could be? To change what seemed unchangeable before?

There were such cool questions today about changing epylepsia, how to turn ‘getting sick out of nowhere’ into a capacity and not even having to get sick. How to know what to do with the tension the people around you function from – at work, at home, on the street and wherever you – so that it doesn’t have to effect you?

How freeing would it be to not be the effect of what you are aware of and what happens around you? 
How much freer would you be without all the structures in your own system that are triggered by other peoples stuff?

Freedom seems this airy, fairy illusion… a fantasy. Almost like something you cannot have and be…
What if you are free already…?
Are you living like that already?
If freedom would be right here, right in front of you… Would you choose it?

Being Self Empowered

By Merlijn 🙂

Wowzers… Renée’s Blog yesterday surely stirred the pot!
Yes, Renée take on the whole story was pretty direct and pretty clear on how things seem to work these days, and how people unconsciously function according to the point of view of this reality. How the medical en psychiatric care functions and how the people onder their wings function along with that, mostly with ‘no-choice’.

It seemingly brought up A LOT for A LOT of people who read it and I’m so extremely grateful for all your responses, points of view and questions! By phone, e-mail, private messages and especially those who were daring to write a comment below the Facebook post. Thank you!
You see, that is what creates a REAL CHANGE in the world. Being willing to open up a conversation en just look at stuff.
So… what else is possible?

Lots of people expressed their sadness.

To be quite honest, while reading the Blog myself, it made me sad at first.
And you know why? While stepping into Empowerment and demanding a more conscious life I continuously ridge up against all kinds of ways that I have made me smaller and less valuable than others or something else, according to the world we live in.
All the projections, conclusions, judgments, points of view of who and what I am that I have made real and true for me.
It does make me sad and it often even brings up a tear that I have -unconsciously- chosen to do that, thinking I didn’t have a choice 🙂

“You are this…” “You are that…” “You have this…” ” You have that…” ” You can’t change this…” “You’ll have to live with this…” “That is good for you” ” That is bad for you”…
Seriously…? Based on who’s point of view, judgment or conclusion?
What do YOU KNOW about YOU and YOUR BODY?

That awareness get clearer all the time. It can be razor-sharp and even painful to realize how unkind I have been to me, by making all of that TRUE for me, where that wasn’t true for me in the first place… That is what makes me sad at times.
I acknowledge that, let it be and I get over it. HOPPA!
“What can I choose now? Other than that?”

Acknowledging Choice is very powerful thing, as it empowers you to be the creator of your own reality.
Maybe a little uncomfortable at first and it becomes more and more fun to let your choice create your reality.

DONE. That is my choice 🙂
I’m done with being a victim and with having no choice.
As well, my ‘no-choice’ and victimization sticks all the people around me and creates unconscious control over them and their lives…
I’m not choosing that.
I love to receive everyones contribution to me out of choice, not out of being powerless.
That brings me and them way more joy as well.

I choose to have choice. And.. I LOVE IT!
It gives me space, freedom, lightness, possibility and control when needed.
It gives me the choice to be a contribution to others and to receive contribution out of gratitude.

I am the leader of my life.
Everyone else can keep on telling me how ‘small’, helpless, stupid an miserable I am… and I choose to not make that real for me anymore, because really…
What if we are as great and powerful as we choose to be ourselves?
However ‘big’ or ‘small’ that might be? As that is just a point of view as well… 🙂
What would it be like if everyone could enlarge or belittle their own potential out of choice?
What if there is nothing wrong with whatever choice?
What if no choice you ever made was ever wrong?
Choose, and choose again if you don’t like it anymore 🙂

And YES, I still ask others for help and guidance too, as I’m no where near to where I would like to be yet… though I’m on my way…
I ask for more each day, for me and for the world.
We are NOW having to deal with how we are NOW with all our baggage, which can lighten up as slowly or as fast as we like.
That is why I go with Empowerment. Empowering to own potential.

Each conclusion about who or what you are, that you lock into your world, becomes true for you.
Becomes true… Not IS true. What if every things is a choice and a creation? And what if you can un-create and choose differently?

What would it be like to be totally self empowered? To have own choice and no need for physical and psychological support? What would that be like as a reality? I wonder… 🙂

Please know, you have the choice to choose.
Your point of view creates your reality.
What would you like to choose and create? For you?

How magical can you be when being self-empowered?

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