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What if PAIN doesn’t have to be forever…?

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Earlier this week I realized that… I have had NO PAIN in my body for at least 4 months.
I was waiting for the train and just noticed my body walk and stand lightly on the train platform.

It was such an amazing ‘light flash’ moment and an acknowledgement of what I’d apparently taken for granted.

YES, I’ve been creating towards this, especially the last year where I made the demand of me to have more joy with my body than I ever imagined possible. It worked! How does it get even better?

So funny how we usually mostly or only acknowledge the heavy and painful things, and if it’s light and easy. Mostly light and easy are not even considered to be true or real and it goes by unacknowledged.

It’s not that I don’t sense anything anymore in my body. I’ve had many intense awarenesses in, through and going by my body from which pretty much none have turned into PAIN locked into my body.

WOW.

Out-creating my own reality with my body. I’ve known what tools to use and BE with, while being in this world, living and walking around on this planet, having people around me, creating my life. And if something was about get locked in, I’ve been able to easily change it.

My body is so light and easy with everything. Food, movement, sex, healing, digestion, creation, facilitating classes, being in crowded spaces with lots of people, at birthday parties where I used to run away from cause it would feel terrible in my body.

I realized my body doesn’t have much of a point of view. It has awareness. It knows. It’s amazing.

And I’m allowing more and more things and people to contribute to it, which is quite a journey and a practice in receiving.

The freedom my body currently has and my allowance of other people has gotten to such a degree that i can be totally aware of it and not lock it into my body anymore, what used to happen all the time. Even if the awarenesses are really intense and make my body ‘hurt’ for a moment. Another 10 seconds…

I hardly judge what I ingest into my body anymore. I sense what to eat and what not to eat. When it’s the last bite of food, is the last bite of food. Even if it’s what other people consider bad food or not the right food.

Most of the time I simply have peace with my body.

OMG! What a gift!

I ask. I receive. “Body, can we have more muscles here please?” or “Body, what would you like to eat?”

And my body let’s me know “computer away NOW, and MOVE” or “that was enough” or “no, don’t sit over here. Sit over there”

Mostly It’s not even cognitive anymore. I’ve stopped thinking about it. Thinking blocks the awareness of our body.

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Embodiment (expensive word for many, I know 😉 ) CAN be amazing and blissful. I’ve been creating towards it for years now. Probably since birth.

The joy you can have with your body is incredible when you have no or less judgments about it and locked into it.

Everything becomes a contribution. The good, bad, the beautiful and ugly. Everything can Be around you without having – much – of an impact on your body. And you can choose from your awareness.

And I know: this is not an answer or solution. As long as I’m willing to be with my body and be in my body, enjoy it and not judge it, everything follows and creates naturally.

I’ve learned: The moment I start fixing in stead of wonder or ask a question, I create pain. I’ve know it along, and the phenomenal Access tools allowed me to change this and actualize a reality with my body that is way beyond everything I could have ever imagined.

A reality where I can have ease, peace an joy with my body.
To allow my body to have his awareness and not judge it or make it my own and lock it in.
To consider everything as a possibility even if others say it’s not the right thing to do or choose and still be able to choose it if it.

Fuck that.

I’m creating my embodiment. No one else is. And this is MY BODY, no one else’s.

Thank you body. Sweet body.

So grateful for the Access Tools, Access Bars and the Body processes that keep on giving and creating more possibilities. For the choice to keep on choosing.

And for the awarenesses my body gives me.

And so super grateful for Rain Soul. I’ve been taking this pure nutrition from seeds since January and is has made such a remarkable difference in the lightness, ease, health and freedom in my body. Not to mention, beautiful thick curls, super easy digestion and a soft and smooth skin…

So…

How much JOY and GREATNESS is possible with our bodies?

Let’s have some FUN in the SUN

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How could you not enjoy it?
I love receiving the sun…

I used to get SUNBURNED a lot as a kid.
The sun was somewhat a dangerous thing.

*PANIC*
“Watch out! You are so red! You might get sun burned!”

So funny, as my skin is reddish in winter too, when most of my skin doesn’t see much sun… peculiar… 😏

Ever since I started to let go of my points of view about what the sun would do to my skin – including all diseases I could possibly get from it – and changed my own mind about it, I hardly get sunburned anymore… 😎✨

I use my awareness to know when to get in the sun, or get out of the sun, to use sunscreen, or to not use it.

How can the sun, the main source of light, be dangerous or harmful if you use your own awareness?

Isn’t it great how you can change the way your body responds to things, by only changing a point of view…? 😉

Let’s have some FUN in the SUN

Dare to Dream…

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What ‘Dreams’ that you’ve ever had, were actually awarenesses of possibilities..? Possible realities that you can create…?

Have you ever thought or been told and sold that those dreams would be impossible or unattainable…?

What if it’s your choice to start creating that ENERGY in your life?

And Choice… Creates ✨

Keep on Choosing towards the Energy of what You know is possible!

Dare to Dream
Dare to Know

What do You Know about what is Possible?

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RUMBLE in your BODY?

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What are you and your body aware of or not fully receiving, that is creating the RUMBLE in your body…?

Yesterday I had one of these magic moments of my body giving me a super duper intense awareness of some thing BIG…

The clip is a bit shakey, but I’ll go ahead and post this anyway 🙂

I’m so grateful for the pragmatic of asking questions and energy I have these days, and the ease and relaxation that ‘simply’ Receiving Energy, whatever it is, can create…

What’s your body aware of that you are aware of and not fully receiving?

Have a great week everyone 😉✨

December STRESS…?

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*Practical Energy Management for the Holiday Season!*

Merlijn Wolsink - December Kerst StressDecember stress, tension and anxiety… Is that familiar to you?

For years, December used to be a dreadful month for me, until I started using Access Tools, questions and started making different choices.

I found out that: the more I got to be kind and at peace with myself and the more honoring of me and my body I got, the greater my contribution to the other people around me became.
“Me happy and clear: We even happier”

Even when other people’s ‘busy’, desperation and stressful energies are SO present, energetically prevailing, unbearable and overwhelming…
If it’s not yours, it’s NOT YOURS and you can’t even solve of fix it.

Though… you CAN change the way you deal with all of that… 😉
Here are some practical tools for the December month! Or… for the rest of your life… 😉

*Steps for dealing with December Stress and Christmas Insanity*

1. Acknowledge the stress, tension and other energies when they come up and when you feel them in your body – whether you have words for it or not-
“Ok, I am noticing this right now.”

2. Say or think the following process:
“Uncreate and Destroy everywhere I’ve made -everything this is- mine and everything that allows it to exist in my system, body and universe. POC & POD“ (read more about “Uncreating and Destroying” and “POC & POD” on www.theclearingstatement.com)

3. Send it back:
“I return -everything this is- to sender, with consciousness attached“ -you don’t need to know where it came from for this to work- and let it leave your body. If it stays, repeat step 2 a couple of times.

4. Acknowledge that your awareness of everything and everyone -worldwide- might be bigger than you have ever realized. A perception -energetically, or with whatever sense- is simply an awareness. Nothing more, nothing less. The fact that you pick up on tensed energies others have, and that you feel those in your body, does not mean you have to do anything with it.
“Ok, I am aware of this… Am I picking this up? Is this mine? Is this someone else’s? Ok, I’m picking this up. No big deal. Let’s not make this mine”

5. Then, recognize it when other people DO function from the energies that you don’t desire to choose. You can leave that with them, let them choose whatever they choose en be in allowance of their choice:
“Ok, this person is functioning like this right now. Cool. What can and will I choose?”

If you change and choose your energy while being with others, it usually automatically changes the ambiance and energy of the entire situation. Mostly, you don’t even have to say something about it… you just have to be willing to change it for you first.

How does it get even better than that? 😉

What phenomenal and magical December month is truly possible?
In true peace, that starts with YOU first?

* The tools in this post are Access Consciousness® tools
www.accessconsciousness.com

Havin’ a COLD?

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Merlijn Wolsink - having a cold - fluOh Joy. I’ve been pretty entertained over the last couple of days! My sweet body has been a little under the weather. This one hit me hard and believe me or not: I’ve been on the couch, making my body comfi and not doing a lot, except sleeping and watching some tv. Actually, that’s really nothing for me, especially now my business is up and running nicely.

I remember I used to -unconsciously- make my body sick when I was doing things I did not enjoy doing. A nice excuse and a clever way to NOT do what I ‘had to do’ or to procrastinate… ‘Cause: “I’m sick” 😉 Again, we are WAY more powerful than we think…

This was a little different. Only a couple of hours I did get some work done on my computer, until my fingertips would start hurting, body kinda saying “Now you put that darn electric thing away! We need some space dude! Aren’t you listening yet?!?” Lol. Smart body.

Do you recognize those moments when you feel ‘it’ come into your body? Eh… I mean ‘the cold’ of ‘the flu’…? 😉 Or… whatever it really is…? I discovered its mainly just energies I pick up from my surroundings, which are mostly various kinds of energies all mixed up: sickness, depression, judgments, chemical energies, etc…

Have you noticed that most of the ‘colds’ or ‘sicknesses’ you have ever had, were never exactly the same?

When these energies are prevailing around you, they can have a HUGE impact on your body IF you are letting them take a run with you.
AND if you are not totally aware of and controlling the healing capacities you and your body have AND simply… your awareness of the people and bodies around you, you might have been making your body more sick than necessary… 🙂

What else is possible?

Over the last couple of years I’ve gotten so fast at processing this kinda stuff that my body doesn’t even have to get ‘sick’ or ‘have a cold’. And If I notice my body does pick up on it -can be an old pattern or simply: my awareness of other people and their bodies- and I apply a couple of tools, it’s usually out, processed and gone in like 15/30 minutes. ‘Cause: Access tools for do work like magic.

If I “return all of that to sender, with consciousness attached”, all that energy can just go away, leave my body and I don’t even have to tell my body to get ‘sick’.

I’ve had times when I picked up on a cold and my body was already showing symptoms. A drippy nose or something. After doing some clearings and returning it to sender, all the stages of a usual human ‘cold’ came by in half an hour in stead of a week. That was really kinda funny… Imagine: 8 different kinda sneezes, coughs, gargles and burbles in only 30 minutes, and BOOM: Out of my body, like speeding up the process and recovery.

I’ve seen this with my friends and clients too: at first they thought it was getting worse, while actually their bodies were healing a rapid speed. ‘Cold’ gone.

Whatever it was for me this time… What was right about it I’m not getting? I’ve gotten through it and Body’s feeling better now!
I actually felt really rejuvenated during my fitness work out today, like I’ve gotten though some old YUK that was still lingering around.
And… Concerning this was the first time in 3 years that I had something like this… Pretty cool job, I say so myself 🙂

Anyway, the moral of this long story:
If you feel a cold come up and you want to change it: “Uncreate and Destroy everywhere I’m making it mine, everywhere I have ever bought as mine and I Return it all to Sender, with Consciousness attached!” and allow it to leave your body.

How does it get even better?

What is your Body asking for?

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Merlijn Wolsink - What is your body asking for?Some great weather changes lately!

My body has been asking for different things:
Different food, thicker and different clothing, warmer water, an occasional walk outside to get used to the different temperature, the ‘cold’…

Who has to adjust to the weather changes most? You? Or your body?

What is Your Body asking for?
What has it been asking for over the last couple of days, that you might have not fully acknowledged?

What if you were to listen to the signals, pictures, ideas and other awarenesses your body is giving you?

How much more ease would it provide for your body and yourself if you would pay a more attention to that? Especially when the weather is shifting around a little more during a more sudden season change?

Just listen, choose, take action.
Nurture. Care For. Indulge. Enjoy…

How can the “colder seasons” to come, be more comfortable for you and you body than you ever imagined possible?

Talking to the Universe…

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Merlijn Wolsink - Talk to all molecules in the universeWhat would it BE like if you were willing to talk and communicate with all the molecules in the Universe?
Or… are you actually already doing that? All the time…?

Are you aware of the fact, that everything you say, think, do, choose and be DOES CREATE your life and reality?

We Create all the time.
Are Consciously creating? Or Unconsciously creating?

For me, It’s about Co-Creation with the Universe.
It’s not about flinging your random requests out there, expect the Universe to take care of it all and don’t include yourself in calculation.
That is giving your power out of hands… Not totally claiming yourself to be the creator of your own life.

Yes, the Universe has infinite possibilities available to you AND YOU are the creative life force, the energy THAT creates, which… changes the molecular structures of everything around you, including your body, business, money flows, relationships and so on…

What if every molecule in the universe has consciousness? And a capacity to change?
If you look at a molecule, it changes. Science even proves that…
Are using that capacity to your advantage yet?
You think that the molecules of your body aren’t listening to what you say telling them?
Would that work the same way with the molecules of money…?

You don’t need to trust the universe… You gotta trust yourself as the creator of your reality and ALL the molecules in the Universe WILL respond to YOU.

Sometimes it’s just a snip of the fingers and POOF, that what you asked for will show up, or change.
Sometimes it takes persistence and a tremendous amount of dedication, moving through blocks and structures you’ve build in the past.

It’s about being present… asking questions… being light and open… staying out of conclusions and judgments AND receiving everything that shows up in your life at the same time…

Sounds complicated? What if it’s not? What if that capacity is more natural to us than anything else we have learned?

So, how are you currently talking to all the molecules in the universe…?
What would you talk to them about? Tell them? Ask them? Request? Change? Enjoy? AND they might start talking back to you… so would you be willing to listen too?

Kill or the Be Killed?

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Kill or be killed? Merlijn WolsinkWOW. I nearly killed someone today! And nearly got killed…

People think I’m a sweet guy. I am. And… people have tried to kill my sweetness from early age on, by being mean or trying to hurt me with their evil. They still try to… And I have changed.
Read my experience of 1,5 hours ago below…

Between my in person sessions in Rotterdam today I was sitting on a park bench in a park around the corner, having another coaching call, wearing my mobile headset. A bit of sun and a bit of shade. Wonderful.

Then three end 20 year old guys walked by, spreading some wonky energy across the field. Do you recognize evil, danger or insanity when it’s present? Yes. If you are willing to see it. I was and I knew I had to be aware.

The first two just walked by kinda looking at and ignoring me. The last one stood next to me and asked me if he could have my phone. I said “No my friend, I’m in the middle of a business call, please move on, thank you”. Then he got angry, said he was not my friend and didn’t have anything to do with my business, yada yada yada… “Just give me your fucking phone” and he pulled out a knife

I told my client to hold on for a second…

Before, I would have ran away… Now I have tools and awareness to deal with this. I gathered all the energy that I had available to me, I stood up intenser and greater than ever, I made my eyes fire up and my body ready to rumble, kill if necessary and I did an energetic demon clearing process, all at the same time in about 5 seconds. This was new to me…

Have you ever seen a lioness protect her cub? Well… I teach my clients to be bigger and greater than the insanity that surrounds them or whatever they encounter and there I was: eye in eye with a guy that was apparently willing to hurt and kill me for my phone… and I was willing to kill him first.
Surprise! Even for me…
Nobody f***ing kills or hurts me or my body for anything.

So, the second I stood up, not even carrying a knife but with the energy I was going to deliver at him, I said “Back the f*** up, cause I will kill you first”. He got intrigued, backed up and got confused.
The other guys came to the rescue, I guess they saw I meant it even without weapon. My whole body was vibrating like crazy… I think I never had so much intensity coursing through my body as if I could explode in just a couple of seconds. They told him to come along and said to me: “Please calm down, you know better than this, please don’t hurt him” LOL. Really? He put his knife away, still tried to burn my eye out with his cigarette, but his hand didn’t even make it close to my face.

They walked away. I shaked it off and continued my coaching call with my client that was somewhat surprised and silent as my headset had not moved away from my mouth.

Even though I was buzzing a little bit, I wasn’t even upset and kinda amazed to where I’ve come over the last years.
I had actually been willing to save myself and totally choose ME.

Don’t be a victim. Be Aware.
You have to be the energy that changes a situation.
Sometimes you gotta be willing to kill, even though you won’t have to.
Not your fear but your awareness and energetic capacities will keep you and your body safe.

How about this for self-defense and protection of your and your body?
How does it get better than this?

And by the way: No worries, I’m totally ok!

#TrueStory #BeAware #UnleashYourOwnWizard

*** Part 2 ***

Thanks to everyone for the heartwarming and caring messages!

I’m glad too my body is still alive and I wonder if I would have even encountered this if I would not be able to deal with this. Everything at the moment seems to be rising to extremes…
Funny, with the ‘work’ I ‘do’ I seem to kinda catalyze changes everywhere I go and its getting stronger every day. I got to discover some power, potency and presence that I didn’t know I had and If it would have been the best action to run away, I would have probably done so…

Sometimes in instantaneous ‘knowing’ you just know something else is required. I wondered what Change I have created in that guys universe?
Who knows what has been going on in his life? This reality can be so sad, dark and malevolent. And yes, you got to be aware of what you are dealing with, so you can choose to create a change in the moment.
So many people grow up in and with unkindness and violence and you may encounter those broken and distorted souls everywhere you go. That’s no excuse, it’s just reality.

No fear required, just awareness. No “be careful” just “be aware and out-create that moment” Do or be what is needed. I sincerely wish him more possibilities and a greater life beyond pulling a knife to get something he probably doesn’t even really want.

What would it be like to Create a reality and world worth living in?