Vulnerable moments… with MOM

14088980_10153648552325736_195864143_nYes. Vulnerable moments can be there too. Totally. Even if it’s fucking uncomfortable.

Some days you just gotta take a moment to sit down with yourself. Or with your mom 😊

To lower all the barriers and get ‘naked’ to see what’s actually going on, to acknowledge and receive it, to change it and out-create it.

I’m not pretending to be enlightened. I don’t have it all ‘right’, nor do I have the right f*cking ‘conscious’ question or awareness all the time. Especially for myself that is. For others it’s way easier and a totally different story.

When you are sitting on top of your own mountain with a head full of ideas, questions and ‘have to’s’ – like I was today and yesterday – it just such a blessing to have people in your life that have your back and be with you, like my mom has been all my life, with a question, a different perspective or simply being.

I used to think I was a failure when I asked for help, which is not true. I’ve learned that by now, and still it’s a practice for me to ask for help when I require it and to actually receive it.

I used to think that being vulnerable is weak or pathetic, which is not true either.

Being truly vulnerable with myself usually feels like I’m falling apart, which might be true in a way cause I get to look at what is bugging me, fucking me up or the conclusions that I use to define me, which stop me from Being creative.
The ‘good’, ‘bad’, ‘beautiful’ and ‘ugly’.

I don’t really expose it a lot.
And in case you didn’t notice: life’s not always pretty folks 😊
Everyone has their shit and whobbles going on. Including me. It’s ok.

And usually after those highly uncomfortable moments where I just wanna kill everyone and everything, I come out being greater. WAY greater.

OMG I’m so grateful for my mom and I know not everyone has such a relationship with their parents. One that keeps on inspiring each other to be greater and greater and allowing you to be as you are in every 10 seconds.

Thank you mama Renée, you rock my world.

So happy I choose you 😉

❤️💙
And this beautiful song by Mike Posner sums it up quite well 🙏🏻

The Main Ingredient… for HAPPY

13775533_10153586924695736_8892563475002914147_nHello lovely folks!

It was SO light and BRIGHT today, I had to keep my new blue trailer trash glasses on 😎😂

Gotta love the SPACE I am these days… my daily swim in the sea, my daily work out in the sand… Reading, listening to calls I never had the chance to listen to… and I LOVE my sessions at the beach! 💛

The fun with coaching people online or through the phone is… You can do it from anywhere! 😄☀️💸🏊🏼

They as well truly inspire me to keep on choosing what is LIGHT for me…
That which has this SPACE of possibilities to it…

Cause THAT is what it will create for my future

WHO else would LOVE to have some of what I’m having?

The main ‘secret’ ingredient is: Choice

Choice my sweet friends
It’s a powerful tool

Whatever it is…
Make choices towards the energy and the dreams you would like to live and create
And keep on choosing…

And never give up, even when it gets dark for a while… That too shall pass. You’ll get through it 😉

And another ingredient is… Choose what makes you HAPPY  Cause no one else can or will do that for you

What do you know is possible?

Great evening friends…

#BeTheSpace

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What if… you could…

Keep your own SPACE
Be it
Don’t contract
Don’t go into the intensity of the drama

Just acknowledge it, you can’t change what has happened

Every judgment you add now, will create more of it for the future
Every charged energy you give to the insanity, will make that reality more solid and will make it last longer

What energy, space and consciousness can we BE to contribute to the changes on the planet?

‪#‎BeTheSpace‬

Wat als…
Jij jouw RUIMTE kan houden
Jouw ruimte kan ZIJN
Verkramp niet, trek het niet samen
Duik niet in de intensiteit van het drama

Erken het
Je kan niet veranderen wat er gebeurd is

Elk oordeel wat je nu toevoegt, creëert meer oordeel voor de toekomst
Elke beladen energie die je de waanzin geeft, zet die realiteit nog vaster en maakt dat deze langer zal duren

Wat voor energie, ruimte en bewustzijn kunnen wij ZIJN om bij te dragen aan de veranderingen op de planeet?

#BenDeRuimte

Was wenn….. du könntest…

Deinen eigenen RAUM besitzen
Es sein
Dich nicht zusammenziehen
Nicht in die Intensität des Dramas gehen würdest.

Anerkenne es einfach,
Du kannst nicht verändern, was
Passiert ist

Jede Bewertung die du
Jetzt hinzufügst, wird mehr davon in der Zukunft kreieren
Jede geladene Energie, die du diesem Irrsinn gibst, wird diese Realität
Solider machen und das alles wird länger dauern.

Welche Energie, welcher Raum und welches Bewußtsein können wir SEIN um den Veränderungen am Planeten beizutragen?

#SeiderRaum

German translation by Katrin Heitzer

Et si…tu pouvais…

Maintenir ton ESPACE
Etre cet espace
Ne pas te contracter
Ne pas aller dans l’intensité du drame

Reconnais-le simplement, tu ne peux pas changer ce qui s’est passé

Chaque jugement que tu ajoutes maintenant, créera plus de cela dans le futur
Chaque énergie chargée que tu donnes à la folie, rendra cette réalité plus solide et la fera durer plus longtemps

Quelle énergie, espace et conscience pouvons-nous ETRE pour contribuer aux changements sur la planète?

#EtreCetEspace

French translation by Sylvia Mottier

Change… Yet Again

A little WOW moment when I biked towards the sea just 5 minutes ago…

Which turned into a moment of acknowledgement and gratitude.

Everything has changed yet again. 
Old clothes don’t fit anymore, certain energies don’t match anymore.

Life is different and I have out-created myself with the same question in which I will remain…

What else is possible NOW and for the future I know I can create…?

❤️

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Wonderlands…

Feeling safe and being at home in my own body and life has been one of the greatest gifts that the last year has given me.

‘Being at home’ is not something static.
I made a big demand to myself, for childlike non-judgment wonder and curiosity… Allowance of what is. Living life. Creating it by question and choice… and it some of it never shows up like I think it will…

My body keeps on letting me know how happy it actually is, whatever mood I’m in. It’s been so light and easy and so alive! It wakes me up in the morning, mostly before my alarm goes, ready to go and live…Receiving that and being truly intimate with that, kinda makes my eyes swell up.

13178981_10153440648895736_386648687736760949_nBody doesn’t have that much of a point of view… and it does seem to have this willingness to move, be loved, be strong, cared for, to heal and be happy, to even give it words…

Our own wonderland, starting from the inside, is actually so endless… It goes where you choose to go 

Body, you are so amazing…
Life, you are so beautiful…

Gotta love these wonderlands

❤️💪🏻

Dare to Dream…

What ‘Dreams’ that you’ve ever had, were actually awarenesses of possibilities..? Possible realities that you can create…?

Have you ever thought or been told and sold that those dreams would be impossible or unattainable…?

What if it’s your choice to start creating that ENERGY in your life?

And Choice… Creates 

Keep on Choosing towards the Energy of what You know is possible!

Dare to Dream
Dare to Know

What do You Know about what is Possible?

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BEING HERE

12400730_10153168309545736_9137223070358882862_nAre you enjoying being here right now?

And I’m not saying you have to! 😉
Implying that and saying that all is – and has to be – light, fun, easy breazy everywhere you go and be, would not be acknowledging what IS: life going on on this planet right now.

What if there is no right way to be here? And yet, you are here. So what would you like to choose?

What if… You, as a being, have chosen to be here? You have created a body, through which you are walking and talking on the face of planet earth. You embody.

What I found out for me, and I’ve always know this: it is a choice to enjoy being here, right here, right now, on planet earth, with your body. I did not always have easy access to that choice and still I have to be tenacious to keep on choosing it as the primary energy in my life.

For a lot of peeps it seems to be hard to be here, to be present and live in this judgmental reality, so they rather… Check out. And not be here.

There are different ways to choose, deal and create with the awarenesses you have, those that might make you wanna get out of here every once and a while. If it’s an awareness of your surroundings or society, do you really have to do anything with it? Often times, if you allow it to be there, without having to do anything with it other than allowing it to be, it can make being here a lot easier and more pleasant!
If it’s not yours, are you gonna be able to change or heal it…? Yes? No?

Is it relevant to your life? What is relevant to your life?

And see, that is as simple as a choice too. It’s not wrong. It’s not right. What is that choice creating for you and your embodiment?

As a being you can go all places and spaces. You can check out at any moment. Getting fuzzy, not present or ‘leaving’ your body is super easy! You might have noticed how easy it is and how often people do it 🙂 In conversations, during work, during sex… Is that fun for you and your body?
It’s a capacity actually. Aren’t you capable of a lot of things people would judge as ‘bad’? Like checking out and not enjoying to be here. You’re an infinite being. You can choose that! Interesting point of view! 😉

I used to check out and not be present all the time, especially as a kid… “Merlijn…? are you present…? Come back here…?”

Now, I mostly choose something different than the check out 😉 If i notice myself check out, I mostly do not wanna be with what is, or I’m doing something I don’t wanna be doing. Or I’m simply choosing wonder off… All just interesting choices, changing as I go along.

I choose to live here, be here, embody, experience and have all the joys I can have, together with my body, on planet earth. And I know that requires me to keep on choosing, wondering and to question what I would like my life over here to be like. If there is no right way to be here, what choices can I make that light up my life?

Choosing joy doesnt mean that all the other stuff can’t be there too!
If all of it is allowed to be here too, you can choose to let it rule your life or not.

Whats actually great about being here? What do you already enjoy about your life?
Have you wondered…?

Wonder…

10356265_10153138632770736_129762899977913490_nHave you ever wondered if you could do or be something, and then… you did it? Or became it? Or got it?

Are you still wondering? In the midst of all the fast, busy, work, relationships and other wacky things?

Do you still have it? Do you recognize your wonder? Or did it become a little dusty with everything you had to do and be…?

Last two weekends I facilitated another series of Access Consciousness Classes. ‘Another class’ does never quite grasp the wondrous character of each class. Im still buzzing myself.

What all these tools can create and change!

The wonder I see invoked in peoples worlds and bodies… The continuous ‘wake up’ during class is very disarming and captivating… Especially when people surprise themselves!

The moments like: “Omg… can I really do this? Can I be this…? Really, I’m not wrong? Am I capable of this…? Somehow I’ve always known about this…”

Really…? 😉 What DID you know? What you always knew and couldn’t really… grasp? Or access?

It is really ‘waking up’ because we all are this by ‘nature’…

The wondrous spark in someones eyes, the occasional tears of recognition, acknowledgement and possibility… the body that come to life…

The sense of powerlessness coming off, the knowing opening up, awareness expanding and the receiving of self and others dynamically increasing…

Sinking in, like a feather, pinch… or like a sledgehammer!

All these inner or outspoken adventures people flow through in just four days… Lucky me to witness this time after time!

When the colored veils come off, people have an entirely different world. It might be the same world, yet their perception of it might be wider, greater, bigger, grander…

Wondrous…

I wonder what they will all choose now? To live, be, do, have, create…?
And what wonder their lives will open up to?

So I wonder… what would it be like to wonder? And to keep on wondering?
Not because I write it…
What if you were to wonder for nobody else but… you?

Miracles…

I woke up again today.
Breathing… Alive. Are you alive and living today?

Five months ago my body nearly died of a huge lung infection and two collapsed lungs. “What?” Yeah. BAM. Just like that.
That was a major wake up call for me to truly Live.

“What the heck is truly living…?”

I’m alive. Living. Kinda sobbing of gratitude as I write this.
There were so many moments I thought my body wasn’t going to make it, and it did make it.
My amazing body made it. Wow…

12074680_10153034996830736_3641993533123682299_nMiracle…?
Are you alive and living…?

Being alive is a miracle… Your body is a miracle. Everything is a miracle.
I choose the second option in Einstein’s quote

I’ve always known it, looked for it, searched it yet so much of what is out there is not choosing the miraculous approach to life.

So… what do You know…?

“What is right and great about me I’m not getting? Whats actually right and great about having a body on planet earth…?”

Have you wondered…? Have you wondered what a walking miracle you and your body are? What miracles present themselves on daily basis?

Please don’t wait to get clear on what you would like your life to be like… Waiting doesn’t serve you nor does it serve your body.
You live now, not in the future, yet every choice you make now, creates your life and future.
You live here, now, with your body.

Start asking:
“Truth, what would I like my life to Be like…? What would I enjoy? What would I truly like to be doing?”

To be quite honest… Its still a question for me too… And thats ok ☺

If you would like to live life as a happy person:
Choose joy, choose happiness.
Choose to weather and receive all storms that present themselves along the way.
Choose to see the beauty and miracles in every situation.
Choose you, as primary priority and source of happiness in your life.

Be the miracle.
Live

I chose it: Being an Access Consciousness® Facilitator

Merlijn Wolsink Access Consciousness FacilitatorImmensely grateful for last week, Access Consciousness certified facilitators training in Venice.
I’m licensed facilitator now. That’s kinda cool 🙂 Especially considering what I’m able to facilitate and assist others with in changing the usually unchangeable things of life, with ease, speed and a touch of magic…

As I’m lying in my authentic Venetian bed in this cosy apartment, I’m pondering the last 3 years that I’ve been using the Access Tools myself and have gone to many super inspiring Access classes with different facilitators. Solely and only because I chose it.

Remembering the pure wonder during my first Access Classes… My eyes popping out of my head… A whole new world opening up for me… “So… I can change all of this myself? Is this actually, really possible…? I can actually talk to the molecules of my body? And ask them to change…?
I can change behavioral patterns myself…? And I can ask questions to change my money flows…?”

And… It has changed. All of it. And it’s still changing, as it always has. Only… who is at the creative steering wheel now…? I am. Who has his Own back? Me.

What would it be like to have your own back, no matter what? Truly…?

Not because you have to… Simply to live your own life the way you already know has to be possible for you.

I’m here, inviting you to Live, Play and Create.

Bye beautifuls. See you around…